A little about me and my Blog.

i consider journal writing/bloging theriputic. it is also a historical record of events in my life. it exist purly for my own benifit. i do alow others to see it that i trust only for the reason that they might better understand me or relate to something and have it help on some level on the road of life.

i am also working on my personal memroir on webook.com and my journal recordings assist me to tell as compleate of a story as possible. i am not looking for fame or sypathy or anything else that may be evoked in a person who reads my writings. The only way i would hope my writing wouuld effect others is that it will give them a sence that they are not alone, and hopefuly encorage them to keep on puting on foot in frount of another.

God has recently given me a vision of how to help others that have been though abuse. "Hope and Healing" was started in 2001 as on online suport group for abuse survivors, it is being tranformed in to a actual place on earth instead of in cyber space.

Monday, July 27, 2009

tired.

i'm tired. sometimes i long for a "home" other times i wish i could just stay in one place longer without anyone hasseling me. i know i get tired of finding ways to charge my cell phone and computer and finding ways to cook meals. granola bars just seem to lack something after a while.
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

another day, another hour - homeless life -

ok, here i am, squating at the county fair grounds. i dont know what to do anymore, i'm so exusted. i'm out of money, food, gas and it's only the beginning of the month. i dont know how this happens, and everyone says i have enough money to live on. i dont get it.
ive got a lot of messes to sort out. just thinking about them makes me want to go back to sleep. "camping" was kinda cool at first. but i'm worn out and want to go home now.. but there is no home. i've meet others that are also living intheir cars, i'm not sure how they keep up their energy. atleast right now i'v spread out my stuff in a campsite so it's a little bit eiser. i want to learn about backpacking, the consept of carring nothing more with you than you can carry on your back. do away with this exess stuff. bear nessesitys. a simplier life. less stress. less hassle. mpore fun time. mopre time to think about what i really want out of life other than how to survive this next moment. i see how homeless people get traped. ya get too busy trying to survive the day and have no time to make an exscape plan back to "normal" life.
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