A little about me and my Blog.

i consider journal writing/bloging theriputic. it is also a historical record of events in my life. it exist purly for my own benifit. i do alow others to see it that i trust only for the reason that they might better understand me or relate to something and have it help on some level on the road of life.

i am also working on my personal memroir on webook.com and my journal recordings assist me to tell as compleate of a story as possible. i am not looking for fame or sypathy or anything else that may be evoked in a person who reads my writings. The only way i would hope my writing wouuld effect others is that it will give them a sence that they are not alone, and hopefuly encorage them to keep on puting on foot in frount of another.

God has recently given me a vision of how to help others that have been though abuse. "Hope and Healing" was started in 2001 as on online suport group for abuse survivors, it is being tranformed in to a actual place on earth instead of in cyber space.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

the lessons never end in prepairing me for this ministry (and being compleatly healed whole and set free myself)... and they dont get eaiser either... well atleast yet... im hopeful that the biggies will all be done soon... my fear is being delt with... that moment when something scarry happens and sudenly im a little girl again running to the closet to hide... God is putting lots of those moments in my path. learning to deal with ppl when im terrified of them... and not just deal with them.... deal with them in Love.... my heart is being cut to the core while im shaking in my boots... my trust in God has to grow in all areas to rise through this lesson. trust in Him as my protector...which was the last lesson... so this is the rubber meets the road part... it is amazing how God puts all this in the right order.
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