A little about me and my Blog.

i consider journal writing/bloging theriputic. it is also a historical record of events in my life. it exist purly for my own benifit. i do alow others to see it that i trust only for the reason that they might better understand me or relate to something and have it help on some level on the road of life.

i am also working on my personal memroir on webook.com and my journal recordings assist me to tell as compleate of a story as possible. i am not looking for fame or sypathy or anything else that may be evoked in a person who reads my writings. The only way i would hope my writing wouuld effect others is that it will give them a sence that they are not alone, and hopefuly encorage them to keep on puting on foot in frount of another.

God has recently given me a vision of how to help others that have been though abuse. "Hope and Healing" was started in 2001 as on online suport group for abuse survivors, it is being tranformed in to a actual place on earth instead of in cyber space.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

I GET KNOCKED DOWN, BUT I GET UP AGAIN

another interesting week. i've been emotionaly on the edge, quick to try to excape. i've been wanting to deal with stuff, but this is some heavy stuff. it didn't help that this is pms week in wich i found out that skiping my meds and drinking all day just makes my hormone imbalance more out of balance and leaves me in a compleatly psycotic state. i can't remeber everything that hapened i just know it was intense and i was ready to finish myself off. Again the Grace of God steped in, i'm not sure how i got though it and still alive today to tell about it, but i have set into motion some stuff that will hopefully help me. i'm planning on using this time off from school to get some help. i have a good suport network that will hopefully be the key to getting over this big hump in my life.
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