My heart aches; my head doubts all that I should know I stepped forward in faith, yet fell on my face When I questioned if that was really you calling my name How shallow I must seem to you How fragile and easily confused Undeserving of any further consideration from you My life I lay before you You reach down, and take my hand You lift me up from this mud I put myself in So undeserving of your love, yet your grace pours out to wash me clean I don’t have to pretend I have it all together I don’t have to hide my tears from you You hold them in your hand then lay them on the ground Where the seed of love was perfectly placed To grow me into a child of your own. Love so amazing, grace so complete You hold nothing good back from me When I seek your face You love me anyway You bring beauty from these ashes Like nothing in life that I’ve ever known I seek to seek you more than anything on this earth For that is what is required For me to understand how much you loved me When you sent your son to the cross for me Dying in shame He who deserved to be crowned highest king and richest in the world The lowest of deaths, yet I claim that my life is unfair How shallow I must seem to you Undeserving of any further consideration My mind says run and hide in shame Still I seek you still You lift me up from this mud I put myself in So undeserving of your grace, yet you wash me clean Such a perfect love that no human can ever give Love so amazing, grace so complete You hold nothing good back from me When I seek your face Now you call out to me, to take all that you have given Look to my side and pass it along To learn to love like you do To see past the faults and guide others to a better place with Grace With the strength that only you can give You ask me to stand in the gap For those who are far from where you are And even when they spit in my face Like they did many times to you Stay faithful to the cause Because you loved me anyway Long before I seeked you You were calling my name I fought and cursed you Pushed you as far away as I could I nailed you to that cross I put those thorns on your brow I pierced your side Hoping you would die and leave me alone And stop telling me how much you want me Yet you loved me anyway And when I seeked your face You held nothing good back from me You washed the history clean with your grace And you loved me like I was always your own Love so amazing, grace so complete